autumn

your memory in me is fading

i was furious for it to last

i was nervous for it to be a blast

now it’s dying and it is surely sad

i offered a warm heart to keep shelter from colder nights

and invited you to live within, between my blood and skin

you wounded me like worms eating fresh flesh of a dead animal

and managed to fool me

stabbing a heart that wrapped itself around you  

and swallowed a peace from it

still my favorite season is autumn

and i will still love and break hearts and love and have my heart broken and love

till im numb, till I  don’t feel again

after getting lost in a statue i’ve built with my own hands

i break through the mansion with bare feet then stumble in memory

triple sec solved most of the problems at noon, but midnight breeze brought pain back

where did you come from

what creature gave birth to your soul

all of these questions surrounding my daily life to find a reasonable answer

i’m not really sure if there is one anyways

but what i’m sure about is

if i ever find someone to love me the way i loved you

i'll bury myself adding life to theirs and never let go