a night in confusion

last night, i was walking through the small streets looking for parking

and nervous, i got my heart beating too fast

anxious and not knowing what he'd look like

his accent so thick sounded like alejandro on mexican tv

his deep voice awoken senses in me i was afraid that have died

even though they're attached to this life

but maybe it's just me, feeling like a remedy

his disparate look on his face searching for a cigarette questioned my thoughts

he seems sweet, i whispered to myself

and comforting voice said hello, it's pleasure to meet 

with a glass of wine on table scratching my teeth

making me stutter 

his beard so scruff and the world behind his eyes lost connection with god

his breath smelled like passion

and compassionately we kissed

i got lost, in a city i pretended to know, sky was full of haze, air so thick that i can feel it on my skin. dropping sweat from my forehead cutting alleys on my face, sensing tension from that old man looking homeless, dirty, and blind. 
he stopped me and asked for a light, i offered burgers but he said no

he then started rapping making up his words

talking about bombing Iraq and afghanis 

while government so busy not caring for him or his friend

he refuses to vote

voting brings another neglected president he says no one cares

as tears dropped from his eyes

my heart started pumping blood for anger and hatred of humanity

how such a talented man abounded in the streets not asking for money but craving humanity to restore itself

and each one of us to his own