a letter to body parts

i grabbed a suitcase

and packed my belongings

i started with my kidneys first

then socks then undies

just two tho

then i looked at my thin spiral bone

it wouldn’t fit so i broke it and chopped it to 32 pieces

i couldn’t find the last one

my bag was too small to carry everything i wanted

i stared at my naked body inside out

felt the cold to my skeletons this time

my blood was so blue freezing from my looks at you

my brain did not function

and my heart did not pump

so i grabbed another suitcase

filled it with whatever dignity i could gather

till my nails chipped

till my flesh dropped

and my male genitals did not match my desire

so i left them hanging with balls stranded out that pelvic

that same pelvic you touched and once thought it belonged to you

with all of the emotions filled the place

yet my nerve system did not work

i was amazed

i was amazed by how my body looked

it was like a much needed change

a mandatory transformation

i emptied my abdomen in a hand bag

and carried it along

blood sneaked out of it dropping mark to track me

i did not know

until i saw your shadow in the vista

while in bellavista i vanished

avoiding my existence in rejection